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"Stop worrying about what you are not, and start caring about what you are." - Gregory

"I never did anything for a million pounds that I wouldn't have done for free.

I am a facist, its true, but I feel like you have to be that way in creativity. 

There is a nobility in poverty and I think I've never lost that." - Ricky Gervais

"The world is full of kings and queens who blind your eyes and steal your dreams"- Black Sabbath

Just some quotes I felt like keeping.

Oh you mean you want an actual update? 

Hm. Well.

I have been working on giving up anger for lent. I think it is one of the most wasteful emotions ever, and I hope I keep this habit. The other day, I even gave up being angry with myself. 

This semester I have had to take a long, hard, look at myself. It is a little bit scary (see also: VERY scary). I am working on liking what I see, before I try to change it. I feel like that will make it much easier to change, when I want to.

sadness

"I'm feeling a little blue myself. You know, a little anxious for no particular reason, a little sad that I should feel anxious at this age, you know, a little self-conscious anxiety resulting in non-specific sadness..."-The Drowsy Chaperone


Things that make me sad:
overhearing people talk in the library about how if they every have a gay kid they are going to kick him out.
wanting to call my Mom but knowing she's too busy.
feeling left behind in school.

All of these things happened today.