I'm obsessed with the song "Bulletproof" by La Roux
Susie endorses the obsession
"It's a good song,"

I,
on the other hand
am not so sure
"except that it gives me
unrealistic expectations about emotional stability"
I respond

Ellie, Louisa and I sang along to it
at the top of our lungs
a good moment

I try to re-create it
singing along
at the top of my lungs
on my own

and to me
my voice comes out flat